Double Dosage

I was reading a post from a blog I frequent when I realize I also did quite the same thing. When I like an item, shoes especially, I don't mind buying two pairs of the same design in different colors. I don't care if people say I'm crazy. If I like the design, then I'd like to have it. 

Like these flats for instance, B-bunz bought for me one day at The Gardens, MidValley. 

We were out for a hit-and-run actually when I thought I wanted to go check out some flats. But B-bunz kept on nagging about the time, that we're only there for a hit-and-run and about our low-cash situation that it hit a sensitive button in one of brain cells. I was so frustrated because I was only thinking of checking out the flats, not actually buying them so why did my boyfriend have to go nag at me non-stop like this? I wanted to see if the sapphire blue flats with the rose petal on the top that I saw in a magazine is still available and see how much is the retail price. So when B-bunz kept repeating the same thing he had been repeating in the car on the way to the mall, I had a minor outburst. I was wondering why couldn't he just humor me for 10 minutes to go to the damn shoe store (which was only about 15 meters from where I said I want to check out the flats) to just see the price? 

So I went walking ahead and left him behind. I know by doing so it throws him off-balance. But I just couldn't slow down else he saw the tears start forming in my eyes. I know at times I try to portray myself as this strong brave girl but deep down I'm actually a little soft and the just-cuddle-me-and-I'll-be-fine type. B-bunz can easily make me laugh or cry. Honestly, he does have my heart in his grasp plus, he is my pillar after all.

Still, I know he sensed something was wrong. Though he thought the reason I suddenly turned moody was because he wouldn't let me get those flats. I kept telling him that wasn't the reason but I suppose I did act like a spoiled child a few times before and he assumed I was lying through my teeth right then. So, he brought me to TIAMO and told me to choose which flats that I want. I strongly refused but one kiss on my forehead and I melted. It's so easy for him to make me melt, you see. 

Why? WHY?? Sometimes I wonder what spell he puts on me coz it gets to quite an extreme level at times. It's like I can forgive him anything. Still, in that situation, I know I made a mistake. I know we don't speak the same language (him from Mars and I'm from Venus thingy) but sometimes he knows me too well (like what I would do in certain situation, what this facial expression means and what-not) that many times I just forgot that he's not a psychic and he can't really read my thoughts. There were many things I wished I had done differently.

Anyways, I finally chose those two flats and B-bunz paid it for me. And I was SO in love with them. And wherever I go, people look at me, then at my flats and then they compliment me. But every time when that happens, I feel grateful for B-bunz and think that maybe I must've done right somewhere to have him as mine. These flats may protect my sole, but B-bunz is my soul.

Oh God, why am I so mushy right now? Flats making me miss my man. How corny can I be? LOL!