Don't Let This Be The Last Goodbye

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Leaving you my love, was never an option,

Yet to let you succeed there is no other solution,

So I let you go for a while, accepting your reasons,

My heart filled with stones, my mind with illusions,

But my love for you is strong, so is my determination,

I pause - to allow you some grace and to allow me absolution.

I looked at my reflection, too many mistakes done,

My selfishness, my stubbornness had acquired me none,

Did I messed it up too much that I lost my One?

Why is it so dark here? Where is my sun?

Please don't tell me it's gone before it even begun,

Oh dear this burden in my heart, it weighs a ton.

For all my mistakes, I sadly accept this penance,

I will have to endure those days of your cool absence,

I would have to put up a face, a masked appearance,

I will keep my promise to you, I will keep a clear conscience,

Because I know I'll have you back, there will be no more distance,

Back home to me, always here for you, waiting, patience.

You told me to never let you go, that one fateful night,

So I am not going to do so; not without a proper fight,

Because you're the only one for me, you're my shining knight,

Not having you by my side as always feels not right,

So I vowed this time right now, out of contrite,

When I'm done you won't recognize the old me and that is my plight.

Now I only ask for a little favor,

Please don't let this be an insignificant endeavor,

Don't let go of what we have so easily,

I pray for this, I pray for you and to the Almighty,

To have you back next to me, teasing me with your charms,

And help me pick up the pieces of my heart again;

Before giving that familiar kiss on my forehead and wrapping me in your arms.

For you I would do everything, I would fly, I would die.

Just please don't let this be the last goodbye.

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