September 18, 2010

My feelings are everywhere



I don't know what I should feel today actually. Yes, I have finally received the cheque which I won in the F&N Drink Drink Win Win Contest. It had been a fabulous news when I got it two weeks ago. However, receiving it today does not mean much to me. Why?
  1. Because once the cheque is cleared in my account, 70% of it will go to my brother. Yup, I owed him. It doesn't matter. I don't like to owe anyone. Whenever I can pay, I will do it ASAP.
  2. One of our cats died today - Baby. My brother found him in the morning, dead at the front door.
My dad said it must be poisoning but my brother said it couldn't be because there were lots of blood coming out of his mouth. Although he was already dead for maybe an hour or two when my brother found him, the blood was not dried yet. If he was poisoned, he should be regurgitating some sort of fluid or vomiting but not blood. So my brother conclude that he probably was hit somewhere and he still came home or someone must've hit him in the face or something. I couldn't look at him. I just cry when my brother told me he died. 

Baby is almost 4 years old. He was a stray kitten when my parents found him - all the way from Bukit Merah Laketown, Perak. He had this short pig-tail and ginger fur. He's a very sweet cat, sometimes he might get on our nerves because he likes to lean on our legs even when we're walking and we would nearly trip because of him but most of the time he's just obedient. And he took out a lot of rats too.

I don't know what to say. I feel so sad and down. Only yesterday he was doing his regular trying-to-trip-Bella routine when I went to the kitchen to get some food and today, he's gone. I am sad especially knowing that in his pain, probably some time after dawn, he still made it back to his home. We buried him in front of our house, even though some people said it's not good to bury dead animals near your house compound - I do not know why. 

Baby, you will always be remembered. We LOVE you.

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27 comments:

Monica said...

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Monica said...

oh dear...poor thing! RIP Baby :( :( hugsy Bella!

Monica said...

congrats on winning the contest woot!! :) ;)

J. Love said...

aww babyy. it always hurt me more to lose a kitty than a boyfriend. it almost always is more heartbreaking.

RIP baby.

btw, congratulation on your winning. think of it this way. if you didn't win, you're gonna have to fork out your own money to pay your brother back, kan kan kan?

Rizal said...

Salam Bella,

Semoga tabah ya.  Tu la, kita yang jenis2 "Cat Person" ni memang macam ni.  Rizal pun payah sket kalau kucing belaan hilang.  Hari tu, kucing Rizal, Blackie - seminggu tak balik rumah dan terus hilang.  Kucing yang dibela dah 7 tahun.  Terkedu-kedu jugak lah dalam seminggu. :)


Ni pun Rizal ingat nak angkat satu lagi kucing, tapi bila ngenangkan teringat macam mana kucing2 sebelum ni tiada.. Tu yang dok fikir dua tiga kali. Kucing paling lama Didi dan Comel meninggal pada umur 16 dan 17 tahun.  Masa dua-dua tu ninggal, kronik Rizal dibuatnya.

Apa-apa pun Bella tabah ye.

Sekurang-kurangnya Baby dah gembira di atas sana  : )

Chochobie Zety said...

:( RIP Baby.. O:-) :'(
Zet pernah kan jumpa Baby ni? Memang owh so manja and very lovable, I remember holding him and Baby dok diam2 je while dibelai..He loves the attention!
Apapun2 he's in a better place now, Insya'Allah..
Just hope that this is not under an animal abusive case...hmmm...

Owh, I burried my late cats all at the backyard, tak pernah pun dengar orang cakap tak elok..wierd...hmmm...

Razz Momma said...

oh am sorry abt ur cat sweetie doll..i know how much u love ur cats.. he must be peaceful in the heavens already dear, it's those who're still living we shud fear.. (hey i'm rhyming myself! can u believe that??) :-P

u take care honey..

Razz Momma said...

anyways, talking abt cats, how r ur boys?

oh and congratulations on ur winnings.. it's better to pay off what u owe ppl coz then u'll gain their trust.. unlike some who just know how to lend n then disappear into thin air

Bella Enveeus said...

The boys are healthy.. At the other house.. I'll have to groom them one of these days la.. They have to become pin-up boys for a contest I'm entering.. HEHE!

Yeah, it's true. I don't like to owe people money. Or keep quiet when I already have money, coz I don't want to be cursed by them. Hmm..

Bella Enveeus said...

LOL! Rhyming eh?

Those living we should fear? Why? Hmm.. That's weird.. OK, u take care too sweetie :)

Bella Enveeus said...

Yeah, I think you have. We have him since Tini was still around. Yup, he is very manja.. Suka kena dukung and dia purr kuat.. :(

I hope it's true what everybody's saying.. Maybe dia accident or something. I hope nobody went n hit him ke.. Kesian dia, dia manja.. :'(

Oh, ada jiran my aunt said that tak elok sebab bawak binatang macam ular masuk rumah.. And bukan ular biasa, ni jenis yang menjelma2 tu.. Tapi tak tahu la.. Memang la I have quite a bit of ular coming in the house but maybe due to location and deforestation kat sebelah taman sana instead of sebab tanam kucing depan rumah.. Hmmm

Bella Enveeus said...

Hi Rizal,

Yes, betul la tu. Especially bila kita dah sayang sangat pastu dia pergi, aduhh sakitnya. Sedih mengenangkan.. Sebab dia jenis manja, senang dibelai, jadi selalu kita main2 dengan dia. Kalau kita marah, dia faham.. Haih.. :(  Yes, saya cuba nak melupakan. Apa2 pun, kita yang masih hidup ni kena teruskan perjalanan kita kan? It's the rule of life. :'(

Bella Enveeus said...

HAHA! Suddenly your first statement makes me laugh when I'm actually feeling down at the moment. LOL

Yeah, at least it's not my own pocket money, but ahhh seeing the money slip thru my fingers, oh so painful.. LOL..

Bella Enveeus said...

Thanks Mon.. 

Bella Enveeus said...

HAHA! I won and now it's gone.. :-P

LadyJava said...

OMG!!! I'm sorry to hear this Bella!

LadyJava said...

whatever is the reason for this death... i sure hope he didnt suffer.. RIP Baby.. you will be missed.. :(

LadyJava said...

A and I are sending a prayer for him...
btw.. congrats on your win.. 30% of something is better of than 100% of nothing eh..

Campari said...

wah $1k so cool la win so much.. how u won?

Campari said...

sorry to hear about your cat :(

Nessa said...

oh dear... so sorry to hear about your cat. :(

Bella Enveeus said...

Thanks Nessa.. It's alright, hope everything will be better from now

Bella Enveeus said...

Thanks.. It's ok

Bella Enveeus said...

Erm, for this contest just send in proof of purchase which is the F&N labels :)

Bella Enveeus said...

It's alright dear LJ, I have to be strong.. Yeah, I hope he didn't suffer. He was such a nice cat.. Every morning when the maids buka pintu je, he'll quickly come upstairs and sleep in front of my room door coz the floor mat tebal. Even when I buka pintu wanna go bathroom or go down, he'll just stretch lazily and look at me dengan muka eksyen dia. HAHA!

I know I'll miss the sound of his keroncong depan my door every morning :'(

Bella Enveeus said...

Yeah, at least I get some cash - sikit pun lepas lah.. :-P

LadyJava said...

hahah.. mesti miss for sure.. i still miss my long lost kitties.. rest in
peace kitties!!
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