May 05, 2010

Double Dosage


I was reading a post from a blog I frequent when I realize I also did quite the same thing. When I like an item, shoes especially, I don't mind buying two pairs of the same design in different colors. I don't care if people say I'm crazy. If I like the design, then I'd like to have it. 

Like these flats for instance, B-bunz bought for me one day at The Gardens, MidValley. 





We were out for a hit-and-run actually when I thought I wanted to go check out some flats. But B-bunz kept on nagging about the time, that we're only there for a hit-and-run and about our low-cash situation that it hit a sensitive button in one of brain cells. I was so frustrated because I was only thinking of checking out the flats, not actually buying them so why did my boyfriend have to go nag at me non-stop like this? I wanted to see if the sapphire blue flats with the rose petal on the top that I saw in a magazine is still available and see how much is the retail price. So when B-bunz kept repeating the same thing he had been repeating in the car on the way to the mall, I had a minor outburst. I was wondering why couldn't he just humor me for 10 minutes to go to the damn shoe store (which was only about 15 meters from where I said I want to check out the flats) to just see the price? 

So I went walking ahead and left him behind. I know by doing so it throws him off-balance. But I just couldn't slow down else he saw the tears start forming in my eyes. I know at times I try to portray myself as this strong brave girl but deep down I'm actually a little soft and the just-cuddle-me-and-I'll-be-fine type. B-bunz can easily make me laugh or cry. Honestly, he does have my heart in his grasp plus, he is my pillar after all.

Still, I know he sensed something was wrong. Though he thought the reason I suddenly turned moody was because he wouldn't let me get those flats. I kept telling him that wasn't the reason but I suppose I did act like a spoiled child a few times before and he assumed I was lying through my teeth right then. So, he brought me to TIAMO and told me to choose which flats that I want. I strongly refused but one kiss on my forehead and I melted. It's so easy for him to make me melt, you see. 

Why? WHY?? Sometimes I wonder what spell he puts on me coz it gets to quite an extreme level at times. It's like I can forgive him anything. Still, in that situation, I know I made a mistake. I know we don't speak the same language (him from Mars and I'm from Venus thingy) but sometimes he knows me too well (like what I would do in certain situation, what this facial expression means and what-not) that many times I just forgot that he's not a psychic and he can't really read my thoughts. There were many things I wished I had done differently.

Anyways, I finally chose those two flats and B-bunz paid it for me. And I was SO in love with them. And wherever I go, people look at me, then at my flats and then they compliment me. But every time when that happens, I feel grateful for B-bunz and think that maybe I must've done right somewhere to have him as mine. These flats may protect my sole, but B-bunz is my soul.

Oh God, why am I so mushy right now? Flats making me miss my man. How corny can I be? LOL!

14 comments:

Rizal said...

Salam Bella,

moga semua baik hari ni...

=-O =-O wait wait!! that is just sooooooo wrong.... two shoes? no no no.. why two.. should be three.. hahahaha :-D :-D

Rizal said...

Aha.. men are form mars and women are from venus. We even had a communication class about that whole thing.

Rizal said...

Apa2 pun harap2 semuanya Okay antara Bella dan B-Bunz ( what a cute name) :)

Razz Momma said...

love the flats.. the cream one looks nice.. what happened to the stiletto girl i once knew? broke ur back? lolz! :-P

Razz Momma said...

u really love this man don't u hon? i wish u lots of luck sweetie.. u deserve the best coz u have a very kind heart.. *hugs* :* :* :* :*

nia said...

i got lots of blouses with same pattern, but in different colour. hehe

Bluecrystaldude said...

I always bought same patterned shirt/beg/shoes in different colors. Haha. And I am so proud when people are noticing that I have the same patterned items! Hehe. Don't let my parents know tho, they will start checking my bank account like mad!

That was really a sweet story about B-bunz. you guys are lucky to have each others :) All the best for the future!

Bella Enveeus said...

LOL! You like buying the same pattern stuffs? :-D I only do that on special circumstances.. But knowing that some people notices you owning same pattern items it shows they care and they update themselves about you.. :)

Awww this story works as a reminder to me I suppose.. Don't mess up when things are good.. Still, I hope things will be back to the way they were soon.. Insya'Allah.. :)

Bella Enveeus said...

Well I'm not crazy about clothes as I am about shoes so if I have more of the same design of shoes, it's not so surprising but kalau baju tu pelik sikit la.. :-P

Bella Enveeus said...

Oh thank you honey.. Oh my I want to cry now... :'( :'( :'( :'( I'm so touched

Bella Enveeus said...

She became old! HAHA! I still wear those stilettos but I can't wear them for too long.. Hmmm maybe I should start exercising and make my backbone stronger.. :-D I'm so lazy :-P

Bella Enveeus said...

Like I wrote on twitter, "reminiscing the past".. Harap semuanya akan menjadi ok Rizal.. Insya'Allah jika ada rezeki dari Illahi, mungkin ada la silver lining di sebalik kegelapan ni

Bella Enveeus said...

Wow! There's even a communication class for that? I didn't know that. So what's the conclusion of the matter? :-D :-D :-D

Bella Enveeus said...

The third colour was maroon.. Yech! I don't like.. If it was dark blue, I would've taken that one too.. :-P :-P :-P

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