March 18, 2010

Plans is all I have

I received a few invites in my email Inbox today. 

Looks like it's confirmed that I will be going to the CLEO Beauty Workshop. Sadly though, I will be going by myself. My friend whom I plan to go with was not invited and her money order will be returned to her next week. Which means I will be by myself in a roomful of 25 strangers. Oh well, it wouldn't be so bad right? All I have to do is smile and introduce myself. Then I'll be listening to whatever it is they say in the workshop, take notes or something and snap photos in between. Not so hard right?

I've also received the Nuffnang Project 400 invitation to cover the story on the Gatsby Street Fair next month. Looks like if I attend, sign my attendance and blog about the street fair, RM50 will be credited into my Nuffnang account the following week. Well maybe RM50 is small to some but it could be a little stepping stone for this blog and maybe I could see that as my "ong" money. LOL!

Then, since last month DJ Fedde Le Grand cancelled his show at Euphoria - Ministry of Sound where I was on the guest list, I am now invited to go to Euphoria this 20th March to see (and hear!) DJ TyDi spin. I can even bring a friend. I'll just walk up, give them my name and they'll let me in. Sadly though, I am not the type who can stand loud music and I don't go to clubs. Ever. So, I have to toss this one out of the window.

Plus, I am so looking forward to go to the Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon fiesta. I want to go on Saturday night because they will be having the Night Glow and fireworks session. Those who are close to me knows how much I love fireworks and lights. Yeah well, I'm a sucker for all that.

Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon Night Glow 2009
Photos courtesy of

Sadly, I do not have a date. Since the friend I was supposed to go to the CLEO Beauty Workshop was not invited, she didn't find the reason to come down to my place. And my other friends who are going will be having their boyfriends together. They invited me along if I would like to join them but I just can't. I'm just not that type. I DO NOT and NEVER WILL BE a third wheel. It's pretty embarrassing. So, should I go alone? Should I get my mom and make her my Saturday night date? I know I'll just tire her out if I drag her along, that is, unless she's the one who's up for it. Oh, this is a once-a-year program! *cry* 

Or maybe all this are just for normal people, and since I'm not... (you may fill in the blanks)

Itinerary of 20th March 2010

How pathetic can I be? No date on a Saturday night.

But maybe I should just spend the night at home? I had been getting this bad migraines for the last one week. Whenever I start thinking serious things or I try to focus on things, my head would start pounding. I feel like slamming it to the wall just to stop the pain. It's not like my usual headaches and it gets worse and worse if I don't just take two Panadols and try to sleep. It's really not good for me because I can get busy searching for things for my family's new office.

I think this is getting serious. I need to see a doctor. Maybe I should do that MRI again because this time the pain has worsen. 


Zeelicious MeowMeow said...

I'm heartbroken!! :( :'( >:o (You know why...Malas nak sebut2 sudah...*sob sob*)

You absolutely can't be the third wheel, you shouldn't be the third wheel...Cannot ma....
You would be a threat to the couple...haha... *so dramatic*
Meanwhile I'm very suitable for the third wheel as I'm like the adik who like to tag along but is very obedient and helpful indeed... :)

Whatever pun, take care of yourself first k..
There are much more events to come but health must be the priority for now...
Hope all the negative auras will leave you soon... :*

Bella Enveeus said...

A threat? :-D :-D :-D Like what? Spy them making out? :-D :-D :-D

Nvr mind la Zee, maybe next month got some more offer.. I'll check out how the workshop is and fill you in on the details.. Ala, come la accompany me go night glow.. Be la my date.. And plz don't say somebody else's name coz that person sedang dilamun cintan cintun yg masih mekar membara.. :-P :-P Tersedak dia nanti you always sebut nama dia.. :-D :-D :-D (Eh, you asik sebut nama dia ada pape ke? :-P)

Yeah I know, I have to take care of myself first.. This is getting bad.. I'm always surrounded by things like this, how unlucky of me.. Always unlucky.. :'( :'( :'( :'( Maybe this is my fate?

Zee, meh la kajang meh.. Come come come!! :-D :-D :-P :-P ;) ;)

Razz Momma said...

if i was there i would've accompanied u but since i'm not, can u kiv till june? ;)

i know just exactly what u need.. ur malibu dream with extra whipped cream, no nut cookies from famous amos and some instrumental music from tchaikovsky.. u have to be well sweetie.. ure not pathetic.. just some ppl are too selfish to realise that ure a gem and neglect to see their own weaknesses.. love ya doll~ :* :* :*

Bella Enveeus said...

Awww Razz.. Don't say that.. Everybody have their reasons.. I have my own faults..

Yesssss I want Malibu Dream.. I haven't had one for a while now.. :'( :'( :'( I miss the good 'ol days.. Of coz I can KIV till june, just that there's no hot air balloon in june sweet.. HAHA :-D :-D :-P

LV said...

tchaikovsky? which russian dude is that? i thought bella only like that clayderman dude.. :-P

take care hon.. take the proper meds if ure sick.. get well soon gorgeous! ;)

Bella Enveeus said...

HAHAHA! Russian dude.. You say it as if it's some surf boarding dude from your backyard.. Well, I sometimes listen to Richard Clayderman and other musicians as well.. Yes, will do.. Thanks for your concern deary :)

Razz Momma said...

lv, at least i know who tchaikovsky is.. have u heard bella play his symphonia on max many years ago? well i had to endure all that by being her neighbor.. all the damn explosion and music from her radio.. i always thought she's mad for turning the music so high! :-D :-D :-D

Bella Enveeus said...

Dey, it wasn't so bad! :-D :-D :-P :-P

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